Pushkarchandana

My Beautiful wife Dearest Chandana, I remember the feeling I had when we first met 3 years ago. It is difficult to describe in words because in some ways there are no words for what we felt. It was an instant knowing of each other and of something much grander than either of us. It felt like time stood still… in fact, that there was no time. We knew each other and the love between us even before we opened our mouths to speak. Since that moment I have never tired of looking into your eyes because the depth and quality I see is priceless, endless, timeless and deeply inspiring We have always seen each other for who we are, willing to look beyond all the layers we have placed on top. And we have felt the power of this love between us. This is something that has sustained us, healed us and grown even deeper, richer and stronger as the years have gone by. I know I love and understand you more now because I love myself and understand myself more deeply than I did when we met.

 I'm thinking of you, you are in my thoughts 24 hours a day, seven days a week, every week of the month. In a nutshell, you are always on my mind. It’s proving very hard to live away from you. Being apart for such adverse circumstances and against our will has made me suffer too much. I think this ironic and ridiculous destiny has been very cruel to us. It’s not fare that all this affection and tenderness can be surpassed by my need to work for the evil metal and for survival, and so far away from your arms and hugs. But, love is strong and true, and it will survive despite the pain of this sudden separation, this will bring us closer together and increase our conviction in our love for each other I’m sure will have those moments again because I miss you not only with my soul but also with my body. My body is pleading, screaming and begging for you, to caress it, kiss it and have it in a way I love and know so well... My darling, please don’t despair, for soon we’ll be tog